Hearing my mom talk about my dad & talk about how much we’re screwed with money really sucks. I can’t hear thisshit. I want to fucking cry. But I must stay strong because seeing me cry makes me seem weak. I wish I could change everything about my life. Just the foundation. I wouldn’t change my parents for anything I would just change their attitudes. It hurts me so much when my parents treat each other like shit & without respect. You say you love me so much yet you guys can’t respect each other & treat each other right.? Sometimes I just to want ran away & not deal with all this bullshit. I don’t deserve this. I’ve been nothing but good to my parents. Letting go of my dreams to support them. I always hope & pray that god will bless me someday. As for now I must stay strong & hope for the best.

What to do when someone proclaims they like you after you have a boyfriend. It’s too late sucker. You snooze you lose buddy.

I wanna be spoiled too.:( hmm… Maybe one day.